Levels of Memory
Here’s what happened.
Back in my ninth year of school, I was selected to be the concertmaster of the Southern California Honor Orchestra. In addition, I was one of 3 members of the orchestra chosen to perform ‘solo’ on the main concert. Ironically, perhaps, I played ‘Praeludium and Allegro’.
Now in those days, for me memorization meant running through a piece over and over until I could play it by rote, just pure muscle memory getting me from beginning to end.
Problem was, I really had nothing else to fall back on, should my muscles loose their way.
At the concert there I was in front of a civic auditorium full of people and, for the first time in my career, an orchestra of ‘colleagues’.
The first thing that went wrong was a little thought that popped up in the back of my brain, ‘I bet all the other players are hoping I mess up!’
On it’s heals was another, ‘Maybe I’m not good enough to be one of the soloists’.
That kind of negative thinking is the fastest way I know to derail a performance. And boy, did it ever.
During the course of what should have been a 5 minute performance I made at some 5 trips to the piano trying hopelessly to recover my misplaced bearings – I never knew before just how far away a piano could be.
In between those endless jaunts were enough drop-outs to fill the Army’s recruitment quota for the invasion of Iraq.
I’m talking real embarrassment here. And my first girl friend watched the whole thing.
As I say, things changed after that experience.
Today my memorization has four components, or levels.
1. Muscle memory – yes, it still plays a minor, but sometimes critical role.
2. Visual/Auditory memory – I visualize myself playing and hearing the music.
3. Photographic memory – In my version I ‘see’ the actual notes in my minds eye, sometimes even as it they’re notated on the page.
4. Counting, with all of the above – I find that by consciously labeling each beat of music (one could add bar numbers as well) I deeply embed the 1st three components.
Yes, this takes some time, especially for a ‘memory challenged’ player like myself. But if you put in the time, both with and without a violin in your hands, you’ll be rewarded come concert time. No question.
All the best,
Clayton Haslop
P.S. I know of no better way to jump-start your powers of visualization than by using the focus tools you will find in the Kreutzer, Vol. 1 program. It’s a must for any violinist who genuinely wants consummate mastery of fundamental violin techniques.
